yes thats right i fail at life....D:
probably due to the lack of sleep, stress and just crazyness in my life recently...i have developed a twitch in my right eye XD i dont even remember when it started, but its driving me nuts!!its not a huge twitch, just a little spasm of the muscle that moves the eyelid, but i can feel it and it irritates me. ever tried drawing a nude model in class and ur eye twitches every once in awhile? its a pain in the ass! i was sitting in my communications class while the teacher was explaining a huge 7 page research eassy that we had to do, and i was stareing intently at her, thinking about it. and my eye twitches. it snapped into my head that i probably look like an insane person XD i just hope that the twitch inst that noticble or my teacher probably thought that i was gonna jump over my desk and murder her XD

so needless to say im screwed XD the semester is almost over an im freaking out a little. i have to get all my assignments in so that i pass all my courses, and hopefully get good grades! while still trying to find time to hang out and talk to people. i think ive had all of five hours sleep over four days XD

things are better though i guess. i made up with a friend after a huge blow up, so that was a relief. but it seems like EVERYONE around me has something going on that isnt good. ive never been surrounded by so much drama in all my life!! so to all my friends who are having a rough time as well, hang in there! im here for anyone who wants to talk, and im always willing to listen. if you want to rant about something or just spill your heart about how you feel at that moment, drop me a line



and now for something fun...ive seen lots of these but ive never really gone through one. so! i stole this from after he posted one in his journal

THE KH SURVEY
(Please copy and paste this onto your profile and answer the questions! Spread the KH fever!)

SECTION ONE: The "Favorite" Questions

1. Your favorite KH guy?
Definately Axel

2. Your favorite KH girl?
hmmm ill say Kairi for the heck of it

3. Your least favorite KH guy? Why?
MARLUXIA. freakin rapist....with pink hair >_<

4. Your least favorite KH girl? Why?
ill say Laxene....cause shes a pain in the ass to beat in CoM!

5. Favorite World? (Includes all KH's)
halloween town! i love the costume designs

6. Least Favorite World?
wonderland >_< it was a pain in the ass

7. Favorite Weapon? (Includes all KH's)
chakrams are awsome XD but i loves Demys sitar as well. fav keyblade is...either ultima or oathkeeper

8. Least Favorite Weapon?
larxenes kunai things or xemnas's lightsabers XD keyblade wise....gonna say the photon blade

9. Fav. Summon? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
never really used em....ill say simba from CoM cause hes useful XD

10. Fav. Form? (aka. Sora's Forms)
anti form for the win XD

11. Favorite Pairing? (includes yaoi coupling) Why?
Akuroku XD cause its awsome and so sexy!

12. Least Fav. Pairing? (includes yaoi couples) Why?
VexenXAxel >_< nooooooo.....do not want!

13.Fav. Partner in KH? (includes all KH's)
partner? uh....goofy i guess. stupid donald ¬_¬

SECTION TWO: "Crack and the Do Yous"

14. Weirdest Pairing(s) You've Ever Heard Of?
RikuXMickey....i cant even describe the wrongness...

15. Any "Kh-pet-peeves" you have?
when people dress up roxas and Axel WAY too emo...there is a limit people. that or in fanfics when people put two characters as siblings that look NOTHING alike. ive seen Axel and Riku or Zexion and Marluxia as brothers....it just doesnt work.

16. Any cool crack pairings you've heard of? List 'em.
i dont ushally read crack pairings...i guess RikuXMickey...but ive seen people paired with donald and goofy too....tis wrong >_<

17. Do you believe in the Xemnas/Saix theory!
not gonna lie...i do XD im just not decided on whos on top!

18. Do you believe that Zexion is emo?
i dont think hes really emo...just quiet. hes more scene kidish then truly wrist-cutting emo

19. Do you believe that Marluxia is gay?
YES. i read his profile on KHwiki and he accually WAS supposed to be a girl! not to mention his hair is pink, he likes flowers and hes a rapist XD 13 members in the organization (not includeing Xion and namine) and theres only ONE girl. what do you think?

20. Do you believe that Kairi is the most annoying character in KH?
no, and i dont get why people hate her. its probably because soraXkairi is cannon and it gets in the way of the fangirls soraXriku pairing XD

21. If Roxas had to choose either Namine or Olette, who would you root for? Why?
id probably root for namine....cause of the whole being the nobody of sora and kairi thing. not a huge fan of namine but shes alright. i think olette belongs to hayner probably.

22. What's your theory on KH: Birth by Sleep?
that something was wrong with ven and hes somehow been reincarnated or something in sora and thats why roxas looks like him XD i really dont know, but i cant wait till it comes out!

23. Was Chain of Memories a waste of time?
yes and no...the storyline was good, but the whole card thing....was a pain in the ass >_<

24. If you had the choice of meeting ONE (and ONLY ONE!) KH character, who would it be?
definately Axel ^_^ hes an awsome guy...hed do anything for his friends,even sacrifice himself and betray the entire organization, just for Roxas. now THAT is a good friend not to mention hes a sexy beast XD

25. Which KH character do you relate to the most? Why?
hmmm i do relate to Axel alot, probably why i love him so much...and roxas as well. its a long expalanation and im not gonna get into it XD too hard to write down

26. What's the most embarrassing moment that ever happened to you that had something to do with KH?
i dont know about embarrasing...but i do know something funny XD lets just say it was the realization of Xaldin relateing to...a certain body part XD i have video of it.

27. Have you ever cosplayed as a KH character? If so, who? If not, who would you like to cosplay?
yes, ive done Axel and Sora

28. The Funniest Moment in all of KH would be...?
me starting to play CoM and laughing at how soras voice is diffrent from the first KH,and joking that his tetsticles finally dropped XD aw sora i love you....

29. The Hardest Enemy/Boss was...?
larxene in CoM....PAIN.IN.THE.ASS!!!

30. What was a good edition in KH2 that made it oh-so-addictive?
i dunno....i just love the storyline, and the whole nobody/sombody/heartless thing is just awsome...

SECTION FOUR: Decisions, Decisions...

Note: You MUST only choose one! "Both" or "Neither" in unacceptable!!

31. Hayner or Pence?
hayner

32. Zexion or Marluxia?
Zexy! hes cool....Marly scares me

33. Riku or Roxas?
roxas!i have a love/hate relationship with riku....

34. Roxas or Sora?
both! thier the same person!! haha!....cant choose XD

35. Axel or Demyx?
Axel! but i love demy too...hes adorable! XD

36. Kairi or Larxene?
Kairi, larxene is a bitch >_<

37. AkuRoku or SoRiku?
AkuRoku definately

38. Namixas or Namiku?
Namiku? o.0 where did that come from? definately Namixas

39. Zemyx or AkuRoku?
Akuroku! but i like Zemyx too

40. SoKai or SoRiku?
hmm in game i like Sokai cause its cannon, but in fanfics i like soriku

41. Sea Salt Ice Cream or Paopu Fruit?
ice cream!

42. Cloud or Leon?
ive recently fallen in love with Zack from ffVII crisis core XD and ive gained a new respect and love for cloud as well. leons cool but cloud is better

43. CloTi of Clerith?
hmmm.....i think aerith belongs to zack...so im gonna go with Cloti

44. Simple and Clean or Passion?
passion/sanctuary,good song!

SECTION FIVE: The Last Section!!

45. List all the KH characters you've fallen for. (This includes Final Fantasy characters as well)
aw man so many XD Axel,roxas,sora,demyx,zexion,zack,cloud,saix,vexen>_< (cause hes funny....)Xion,vincent valentine,reno...theres probably more but i cant remember em all XD

46. What crossovers would you like to see with KH?
hmmm...spirited away would be neat

47. Does anyone in KH look like another character? List 'em all!
i recently discoverd that Axel looks ALOT like Zack Fair XD its insane!

48. Which new KH game can you absolutely NOT wait for?
i dunno, i was excited for 358/2 days. probably birth by sleep, or kingdom hearts 3.

49. Do you like KH1, KH2, or 358/2 better? Why?
i like kh2 and 358/2

50. LAST QUESTION! What makes Kingdom Hearts one of the best games in the world!?
square enix just rocks XD but i love the disney worlds thrown in and the awsome story line! the character design is also amazing! ^_^