wow two journals in the span of a week!? o.0 le madness! lol
i really need to get my act together its hard to get my drive anymore.
i dont know why....its weird. its not that im depressed all the time, although that seems to be the logical explanation. i just feel....empty? only way i can discribe it. theres nothing thats really causeing it. no ones at fault, theres nothing truly bad going on right now...im just empty. strange yes?
not to mention that i feel like im sleeping ALL the time!@_@ i slept for 11 hours a few days ago...it might just be that my internal clock is messed the fuck up (which it is XD) but its definately weird. and i went an entire day without eating/being hungry o.0....definately weird for me. so somethings wrong with me XD its probably just me being an idiot, and having to get used to this life (still!) ive only been sick once since i started school, bad head cold my bro gave me awhile ago which is finally wearing off! (thank god) so its probably just me being mental XD

moving on!
cosplay im working on my secret cosplay....its accually partially done!*yayz!*my friend lent me her sewing machine...so migh accually have a GOOD cosplay this time! *gasp!* i thought about posting a WIP...but i think it might be more fun if i surprise everyone with the finished result XD

school: school is....school.ive made some acomplishments, and find myself slipping back into some old BAD habits. gonna try and break em as ive been doing good like that lately. we'll see.


and now....a random meme i stole from wocketinmypocket* cause i felt like it XD


~*About You*~

Name: Jax
Birth date: April 17th 1990
Age: 20 in april ^_^
Country of origin: canada!!!
Town Born in: Hamilton ON
Race/ancestry: Dutch and british background
Religion:None. im more spiritual
Height: 5'6....im short D:
Eye color: green
Hair color and style: bright red, short
Skin Tone: no idea....im not too pale but im not that dark
Tattoos: i want one at some time possibly in the future
Eye-sight: good! i have pretty awsome long distance
Names/screen-names you go by: i WAS hanyougirl17, but i changed it to AfterDark17, NobodyAfterDark and on a few things EnviousHeart

Explain your username:
AfterDark is from a song by asian kungfu generation XD and the nobody part and EnviousHeart are inspired by kingdom hearts. 17 is my birthdate and fav number.

Explain your icon:
Axel! friend made it

How would you describe your personality?
weird 0.o lol

How would other people describe you XD?
dunno....probably the same XD

Are you Afraid of anything/have any phobias?
bugs...i hate em! theres a select few i tolerate but the rest freak me out...oh and im not that fond of heights

What’s your favourite physical feature about yourself?
my eyes, love the colour

What’s your most hated physical feature about yourself?
everything else XD

Do you have any allergies?
Nope!

Are you the first, middle, last, or only child? And who are your siblings?
first child. have one younger brother

How many cousins do you have? Big family?
no idea o.0 i dont really know any of them...most of them live in the states and are 2nd cousins

Do you WANT to have children? If so how many?
possibly XD 2 at most...anymore and id probably go nuts

What was your dream job when you were a kid?
veteranarian

What is your dream job now?
working for pixar or some other company as a 3D animator

What are your current responsibilities?
college D:


~*Food*~

What item of food would you eat the most of?
sushi....mmmmmmm*drool*

What is your favourite flavour ever?
cherry!!and pomegrante

Do you like Meat?
not anymore! recently turned vegitarian! i DID like meat....but its a lifestyle choice.

What do you usually eat for Breakfast?
when i lived at home i had cereal or toast/bagel EVERYDAY. now?....depends on what i have in my fridge XD ive had miso soup, sandwitches, rice...lotsa diffrent things. right now food is just food XD

What is your favourite dinner meal?
at rez its thse YUMMY veggies that i get, miso soup (i drink alot of it now XD) rice etc...

What foods do you HATE?
uhh....squash

What food can you not resist?
sushi is ALWAYS something i cant resist! right now currently its meat XD cause i did like it before i went veg. it still shocks me sometimes how long ive gone without meat XD

What would be your last meal?
sushi definatly!



~*Clothing/Style*~

What is your general fashion style? (eg: punk, glam, sporty, girly etc)
punkish

What item of clothing do you wear the most?
jeans!

Pants or skirts/dresses?
Pants definately...not a big fan of skirts

How much of your skin do you like to show/cover up?
uh...i dont like to show off my stomach that much XD or my legs, ushally its just a little clevage if im in the mood XD

What items of jewelery do you wear most?
necklaces and earrings are my favs

What item can you NOT leave your house without?
ipod! it connects me to the internet when im not at home XD

Hair up or Hair down?
down XD hairs too short to put up anymore

~* Life Style*~

What time do you usually wake up?
depends on what day and what i have to do that day

What time do you usually go to sleep?
sleep? 0.o whats that?

How often do you bathe/shower?
at least once a day. since i dont pay for water (yay rez!) ive had one twice a few times to relax

Do you exercise regularly?
try to

How often do you go out drinking?
rarely XD im not a big drinker

What do you do most in your spare time?
go on my computer, read, play games

Name your hobbies:
reading, drawing, sewing(gettin there)

How many pets have you had in your life? (not including farm animals/live-stock)
uhhhh....6

How many houses have you lived in in your life?
4, not includeing my rez

What sort of ‘vehicle’ do you own?
me and my brother share a 1996 black grand cherokee, that used to belond to my grandmother.

What’s your current job?
no job...currently o.0 gotta get one soon


~*Your Favorite-?*~

Color(s): black,blue,red and green
Animal: wolf
Season: fall
Scenery: helicopter landing pad for a hospital! XD
Plant/flower: uhhh...lilly
Sweet/treat: candy...mmmmm
Game: KH2!
Sport: does karate count?
Shop: ummm balta?
Brand: dont care about em

Favourite Movies:AVATAR!!!!!!! and underworld
Favourite TV shows:house
Favourite Ships/Pairings: akuroku,zemyx,zack/cloud
Favourite place to Holiday/visit: Cottage
Favourite place to relax/feel free:umm...cottage...as long as my parents wernt there lol

~*Ideals in the Opposite or same xD Sex*~

Height:dont care
Weight: thin? dont really care
Body shape: a little toned, but not too muscular
Hair colour/style: dont really care
Eye colour: dont care
Style: funny, kind, honest

~*what’s the last -*~

Time you laughed: umm....an hour ago? last night at least
Cried: cant remember
Screamed: o.0 uhhh...long time ago.
The last person you talked to:in person? friend Kate, online? a few people
Person to call you: o.0uh....friends?
Person you yelled at: i dont yell XD
Person you told them you loved: Alex
Time you acted childish: last night XD
Food you’ve eaten: soup!
Book you’ve read: i tend to read fanfics more then anything currently XD but im reading a book Tom gave me
Shop you entered: uhhhh...hmmmm the book store at my college
Thing you watched on TV: uh CSI i think
Comment you squee-d over: last time i squeed was over a fanfic....not gonna say which XD
Person you mentally hugged: Tsukune love ya sweetie...hope ya feel better
Thing you wrote? (other than this meme): uh...talking to people
Thing you drew: Axel! XD without a shirt on....
Thing you read: Fanfic

~*Can You-*~

Do a handstand: Nope
Raise one eyebrow and not the other: a little
Dance: yes XD but i dont think im that good lol
Sing: not really
Whistle: yup
Cook: yes! asian food especially apparently o.0
Speak a different language: a little
Do any magic Tricks: not really
Put together DIY boxed furniture: yes...?if it has instructions probably
Use Power tools: yup
Write a Resume: yes
Rollerblade: uhh...i havent don it in a LONG time, so no idea
Skateboard: no XD i fail
Surf: no, id probably kill myself XD
Navigate: yes, i accually have a pretty good sense of direction
Survive in the Wild: i dunno...i hope so!
Survive without your cell phone: yeah lol
Survive without your internet: now THAT would be hard XD

~*Randomly*~

What are you wearing right now?
pajamas

How do you feel right now?
dunno

Did you brush your teeth today D<?
Yes

One RANDOM fact about you:
uhhh....the colour i wear the most currently are red and black....damn you Axel for corrupting me! XD


till next time!